Alter The Undying

My Folks

Fri, 14 Sep 2007 16:47:45 GMT

Okay I have to say I have the coolest Parents in the entire world.

Not many people are lucky enough to have parents like mine. Yeah we have had our differences and our problems but on a whole we get along and this morning they called me up just to tell me they paid off my Credit Card Debt almost Randomly. It's really freakin amazing of them actually.

I am in total shock I must admit I think I have the world's Coolest parents.

Tales From the Table: Bad Moments in Gaming

Sat, 08 Sep 2007 01:25:12 GMT

Now this is a Horrible story. I was forced to deal with being the Game Master at this moment so I assure you I am not making up the following story.

I was going through logs recently and came across this Incident.

We where playing in Deadlands. that is a Weird West Style game. Now the town had been taken over by Bandits and really really bad guys. These People wanted to sell off everyone as slaves. This was a rape and pillage kinda thing.

One of my players is playing a Bounty Hunter. this player is going to be away doing some moving. So I let him do some behind the scenes stuff. The Game before Our Bounty Hunter returns the Brothel Ma'am is shot and taken prisoner by the bad guys. The Brothel ma'am is romantically involve with aforementioned Bounty Hunter.

Now Que Preacher, a Priest Bounty Hunter who doesn't Hunt down people for Justice but for God. Our Bounty Hunter who has been away isn't very well liked by Preacher. In fact Preacher has decided he is evil and is going to take the next chance he can to express this and kill him... wait for it.

So the Party rejoined by the Bounty Hunter go into the area the enemy is hold up in. which is like a long house crossed with a stables. So they go into save the Brothel Ma'am. and they find that she has been tied up beaten and someone tried to take advantage of her situation.

The Bounty Hunter romantically involved with the women in question decides to kill the man trying to take advantage of his women. this to most of us for an old west game seems to be a very natural and exceptable course of action. In fact isn't it the kinda action we expect in this genre?

Preacher decided this was murder (Note this is the same character that killed 3 NPCs in a gun battle earlier.) and is not going to allow this PC to kill the man who beat and tried to rape his women. The Other players do not take this well In fact they take is very poorly and the entire party turns on this character.

Now the good guys and bad guys who are npcs have decided to start shooting at one another across this long house everyone is in so outside the room bullets are flying. Preacher decided being out voted by the party that he is going to walk outside. It had to be pointed out twice to the player that he was trying to exit through a wall and there where bullets flying.

I would like to say that I am rather proud of the Bounty Hunter's player who didn't shoot Preacher on the stop but rather continues the game.

I am also very happy I will never run for or play with preacher's player again.

But I would Like to hear other people's bad experiences. This Story just seemed too unbelievable not to give out.

D&D Survivor

Fri, 07 Sep 2007 21:12:21 GMT

Okay I was just struck with an idea for a D&D champaign even though I really like or play D&D. However I fully plan to get 4th edition to play/run for my nephews. Since I heard it isn't quite as paper work heavy.

The idea is to start out with a low level party of friends. maybe make the party second level if they are connected by background. You can also play the nick name game which is where you have the whole party sit down and work out nick names for other characters and where/hoe they got them.

Next you start out game with a normal dungeon crawl with a small town near the dungeon. the nicer and more normal things start out the better. Make the last boss in the dungeon hard. Something None of the players can really actually beat. You don't want to kill off everyone you want one or two of them alive.

Now the Party shouldn't be able to pay for their party being brought back from the dead however the temple is more then happy to help them out.. for a price. The temple can then start giving the group quests until their debt is payed off a really clever GM could even make the amount they owe very vague. Putting the power in the hands of the NPCs.

there is a billion places this could go. If anyone runs this tell me how it turns out. I have no idea when I would have the time.

Vampire TV show Locations

Mon, 27 Aug 2007 14:42:53 GMT

Well I was kinda Curious as to what are the most popular locations for Vampire Television shows. Here is what I have so far.

Dark Shadows - Collinsport, Maine
The Curse of Dracula - San Francisco, California
Forever Knight - Toronto, Ontario
Angel - LA, California
Blood Ties - Toronto, Ontario
Moonlight - LA, California
Kindred the Embraced - San Francisco, California
Blade: the Series - Detroit, Michigan

Toronto = 2
LA = 2
San Francisco = 2

This is what I have been able to find so far I am not including Shows where a Vampire doesn't have a main role. And I am not certain is the Location of Moonlight is accurate. If anyone know of anymore let me know or if any of these are wrong. However I must say I like that Toronto is on the top 3 list.

Yes I know Two in a Week Be Afraid

Tue, 10 Jul 2007 21:42:47 GMT

In Personal life I am back down to 111 pounds which means I wasn't able to keep up my weight. I am luckily able to eat full meals now.

To those who I haven;t talked to in person I am fighting with an inability to eat recently.

Also I am now looking into Canadian politics. I know my parents have been interested in it for ages I was born into a political family.

I would like to say at the moment Bill Casey is my favorite MP. reading about his stand against his own party for the good of the people who elected him was in fact very moving and inspirational it made me feel like this country of ours will be alright. they don't make enough men like Bill Casey.

Sick and Angry

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 19:38:28 GMT

Well I just finished watching Sicko, and I know that Micheal Moore does infact do a lot of propiganda. Everyone does so I realise he is illistarting his point, etc.

SO I am taking what I saw and heard with a grain of salt.

But WHY ON EARTH does the Concervitives want us to change to the American Model of Health care?

Well I guess the rich get richer and if poor babies die who cares? It cost people in America MONEY to have a child. It cost you nothing in Canada. I come from a fairly well off Family most of the friends of my fairly well off family are Liberal party members. Liberal Party members who care that the poor can eat and get medical attention.

I personally am very Proud to be Canadain and live in this country.

We lives in a Country Americans sneak into to get cared for because they can't afford to get treatment where they live.

The Concervitives TANKED the free day care program the Liberals where trying to give us. The Liberials where setting up to build more child care facilities and govorment subsidised health care. The Concervitices threw out this idea and are now giving families $100 for child care a month.

I called a local day care and it's $665 dallors a month for a child. so that means that your average family is still down 500 a month. at the average income being about $1 500 with cost for rent at like $700 and I am being generous.

How the hell will $100 help? why not put that towards paying daycare workers?!

We should not become America and we need a way to stop ourselves from loosing everything we work for.

We should work together to take care of Our ill and our sick and the Children. A wise man once said "How you treat me is how you treat the least of your fellows."

I agree this him and we should look to words like that and to the future to work together. I just hope that we can gain back some of what we are quickly loosing as Steven Harper wishes to join hands with his friend Mr. Bush.

Yes I know

Fri, 04 May 2007 04:34:39 GMT

I know I hardly ever post However I want to try to get more traffic to the Game I have been running. It has actually gone really well and I want to try to get more people to see it since we are on a Good network but not a main stream gamign one.

http://enduringtwilight.com/

I actually have an amazing Game Balance with Werewolf and Mage. I am very proud of it.

Wow I don't post here alot.

Sun, 05 Nov 2006 04:39:17 GMT

So Yeah... I think I am mostly over the stuff from before like I said I was. I would dearly like to get back to playign Deadlands because that is one of the best forms of personal stress relief I have, just getting to be one player in a game.

I know that seems a bit selfish but some times I like to not have to worry about other players. Because I always worry about other playwers and do everythign I can to help them have fun.

Now this isn't to say I don't like playing with others. I do and I really love to run things for other people. Infact some times i feel like like running for groups alot better then playing in them.

then again who knows.

I am again.. going to try and post more in here. It might be good for me. So anyways.

I think I might only be so off bnecause my body is playing hell with me. Because.. yeah I am a women and yeah... so.

life is like that I guess. I think I am doing better though i seem to be up and down. the last post was wirten up last night but I couldn;t get onto my LJ to post it.

Not depresses?

Sat, 04 Nov 2006 18:56:12 GMT

It is hard to exsplain...

and I feel bad for feeling this way it is a dark pit in my stomach that makes me want to throw up. and feeling that way just makes the feeling worse.

I don't want to feel bed because I am worried for other people.. andf I am worried for a lot of people and I can;t help myself bu when I think about how bad I feel over it...

It makes me bad for feeling bad.. when ever I do anythign for myself I feel selfish.

I want to just rip pieses of me off and pass them out to those that need me until I am sitting here no longer me but something just resting in a chair.

Is there enough of me to give to make things right? Am I really makign a difference... well of course I am why would my friend lie?

I just at this moment feel like I need more parts of myself to rip off. More of me more of me more of me.

The idea of tearing ripping flesh.. something real to be upset over rather then this.. selfish pitiful behavor that I am showing.

No I am not drespessed.. well at this moment I am... at this moment I feel very Goth...

I am not feeling my mutilating myself... I just have to get these things out.. or else they will drive me mad.

Part of me is afraid that I will make those I care for feel worse by saying all this.. Part of me is saying this is a cry for pitty..shameless and selfish...

No I just want to be heard.. want to get it out. want to say the things that are inside tear them from myself sticky and wet and let they lay bleeeding on the page.

Is it so wrong to feel bad when others feel bad... it is so wrong to feel helpless and a little worthless because you can;t fix other's pain?

Am I selfish for feeling bad for not being able to care for those I care about and Love? I don't mena my husband. It's not that I don;t care about him. I do dearly. It's that I know I can care for him.

No one ever asked me to bleed for them so why do I?

and please no one who I do bleed for read this and feel bad.. please I don't know if I could take that. I hurt and that is my issue it is my problem. I shoudl jsut be dealing with it you all have enough problems.

Alter Challenge

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 23:15:45 GMT

I am posting Challenges Again and here is my New one.

Who do you think would be the down right most bad assed Green Lantern. I don't mean a Comic book character I mean Someone from Real Life.

I nominate Clive Barker. I personally think if he was Earth's Green Lantern he would be feared by all and kick butt.

Trying to Post Again

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 22:19:12 GMT

Yeah I know I have been bad at doing the Posting thing. I am trying to post stuff again. The Kingdoms of the Rings PDF is coming along nicely I actually have this things called a shedual now. I should be able to get it all done or at least I hope I can.

Then again I tend to work alot better under preasure then if I have alot of time.

Goal One, Getting the maps fixed up.

Goal two Get the E-mail out so peopel can make their characters.

Goal Three print everythign out and finish the compain book.

My life will be fun for a little bit *Twitch*

My Brain!!!!

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 16:29:25 GMT

Packing sucks... alot..I thought I had a much bigger suit case turns out I was thinking of my mother's suitcase... so I am runnign out of room quickly.

Nicely enough my mother the Saint she is (No Sarcasm tag) Is dropping me off one. so we should be fine. I wish I knew what happened to my suit case however.

My brain just isn;t working do to getting up early to have coffee with two friends.

Here is the proof.

Sunshaker says:
oh joy rain
Fairy Gothmother says:
yeah....
Sunshaker says:
could be worse though
Fairy Gothmother says:
ah! my brain!
Sunshaker says:
what?
Sunshaker says:
what is wrong with your brain?
Fairy Gothmother says:
every time someone says "It Could Be worse" the phase It could be Raining... Pops into my head...
Fairy Gothmother says:
BUT IT'S ALREADY RAINING!!!!!

Now to get back to packing. My brain stat thingy hurty....

Clive Barker

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 00:23:00 GMT

Well I found out Clive Barker is gay today, not that I have an issue with that, but I felt how I found out was very vulgure.

Of course the person who told me was one of these "look at me I am Bi." types. Which I guess all of us with alternitve sexualities to "straight" go through at one point but I personally have started to get bothered by this.

When I mentioned Clive Barker they refured to him as "My Favorite Gay Man." Personally I like Clive Barker because he is an awesome writer. Imaginitive, Creepy. And I want to write him and tell him if he doesn't finish the books of the Arts I will haunt him... unless of course he likes that then I will stop...

I don't care however if Clive Barker is gay, it seems very shallow to me to refure to someone who is a serious artist (yes I knwo Dylan will argue) by their sexualty.

If he was straight would you not read hiw work?

I think it's fucking hyportical of the gay/bi commuinity to label people like that people should aprshate others for what they do, I hope later in life I will be aprshated for my work not because I am willing to sleep with a women.

though I am still havign wet dreams about a naked johnny depp in a Clive Barker Movie. *drooools*

Yes more

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 01:15:44 GMT

I have a problem...

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Your Age
Your B-day
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your hair	radiates beauty
your smile	is magnificent
your body	is elegant and stunning
your hugs	are craved by many
your kiss	is stunning
your love	is never wasted

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Special Talents	Flirting

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Hair:	Never stays the same style/colour for long.
Clothes:	Leather, belts, chains, bondage pants, collars, and tight shirts.
Powers:	Summoning
Special Features:	Unusual, yet natural markings
Sidekick:	Small dragon.
Attitude:	Very quiet and reserverd, extremely shy.
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Death Date:	May 25, 2046
Number attending your funeral?	94
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this one had some cool answers I like weapon.

Become a God or Goddess. by zerogirl
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God/Goddess of	Creation
Element:	Metal
Animal Companion:	Crow
Weak against	Heat
Weapon:	Rapier

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Yeah I am a horror movie addict.

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Killed by	head cut off
Killed because	you cheated

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Quiz Bender

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 23:18:34 GMT

Yes I am doing Lots and Lots of Quizs today.

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How does your LiveJournal fare in battle? by casina
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Opponent
Your Strength/Weakness	Strength/Stupid
Your Weapon	Laser Beams
Number of Battles Fought	522
Verdict	tie!

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Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide?	You will starve yourself to death
How many tries will it take?	8
When will you commit suicide?	September 26, 2035
What will your suicide note say?	This broken heart will never mend, so never shall I breathe again

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Superhero Name	The Mexican
Super Power	Can Cry On Command
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Mode Of Transportation	City Bus
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Your meeting was by	Chance
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Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn

Your name:

Weapon of Choice:

Coke bottles

Your Favorite Target:

Goths

Your Kill Count:

1,805,041,280

Your Battle Cry:

"Beans."

Years You Spend in Jail:

How Much Money In Damages You Cause:

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Role	Keyboardist
Trademark	Extreme Good Looks
Love Interest	A Porn Star

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Thu, 14 Apr 2005 22:10:05 GMT

Your Linguistic Profile:

65% General American English

15% Yankee

10% Dixie

5% Midwestern

5% Upper Midwestern

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 15:38:42 GMT

DYlan will be thrilled.

Your Inner European is Irish!

Sprited and boisterous!

You drink everyone under the table.

Who's Your Inner European?

Work in progress

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 01:16:38 GMT

Here is a part of a far larger story I wish to write.
“So what is it you want to take over the world?” Culver asked feeling the weight of the bible in his hand as he spoke to the thing before him.
“Of course not. The world! how many people want the world? It is something all strive for yet can never possess. No my dear preacher, I want your soul. The only real gain can be the spiritual.” The abomination that must have at one point been a man smiled.
“Empires rise and fall, cities become dust. However your spirit. That will live on forever.” the creature smiled at Culver taking a lurking step forward then with almost inhuman speed placing his hands around Culver's neck.
The Preacher felt the creatures fingers digging into his throat pain making it hard to see hard to think, almost defiantly Culver raised his holy book above his head.
“You think that will ward me off? You think there is anything in that ink and paper that can save you? You think god can save you preacher man?” The creature crackled sadistically pushing his fingers to crush Culver's windpipe.
A small smile came to Culver's lips, his hands came down and he brought the bible crashing down on the thing's head with a great slam there was an audible cracking sound as the demon man stumbled back. “The Lord helps those who help themselves.”
Culver fallowed up rushing forward swiping the bible in a arch across the creature's face. Throwing his whole body into the motion. the creatures blood hit the pages soaking them red.
Culver ran from the building wondering weather or not the demon man was behind him, he moved at an incredible pace for a lurking old man.
“Would your god approve of you spilling blood with his words!” the thing called after him? “Would your savior Jesus approve?”
Culver had a doubting feeling in his gut that Jesus Christ would want him to be strangled to death and have his soul devoured by this creature. Admittedly Culver had never spoken to Jesus, but that was the impression he'd gotten from the man's works.

Another Day A New Project

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 14:23:46 GMT

Well still feeling a bit depressed but I've never let that stop me before. Me and Matt are suppose to go out today and take picutres of bus graffiti.

My computers is down for the moment so I am stuck on Linux. I have no idea weather or not I'll be back before the weekend.

Even if I am depressed I am happy that I've had alot of support. though I have no idea if the bitterness will go away.

Finished Everville, good book... Clive Barker better write book three before he dies. Unlike the author of the Amber chronicals who never finished his story and broke my heart. *sniffles*

Seeing a movie with my mum at quarter to three, today promises to be an intresting day.

Our Sept Totam is Unicron

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 23:34:54 GMT

Well i was tired last night and told a new kinfolk our Sept Totam was Unicron...oops

well I decided to make a Live Jounral Challenge I challenge everyone who reads my live journal to tell me what kind of totam unicron would be..heck throw in other Transformers, we all know Star Scream is a Shadow Lord Totam.

Forest Elves

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 03:33:57 GMT

Well I've taken some time to work on Anroai my D&D setting. One of my female friends was drooling over my Dark Elves.

So i went back to my elves and decided I wanted to finally figure out all the Wood Elf Clans.

i took my inspration from a site about the old Celtic calender. I found it to be nicely informed. the web page is Here if you would like to take a look at it.

for anyoen who wants to see what I have please go here

Pink Coffins: need I say more?

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 03:36:13 GMT

This is what my Grandmother's coffin looked like. She picked it out herself. I thought it was perfect. Not that I am a great pink lover but I think it was perfect for my grandmother.

I found out my grandmother did an awful lot in her 94 years of life. She was an amazing women. the ceremony was beautiful and the guy who lead things was a real sweet heart.

I am ending off the night with some pink wine.

Good Bye Winnifred Dora Schofield

You will be duely missed. You where a women of heart and a women of the land. The world is a little less bright without you.

The world is Dumber

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 17:15:20 GMT

It is offical a brilliant person has been taken from us and the world has become a dumber place. My Grandmother Winfred Scofield is dead. the women founded a libary, she was a wonderful wise caring women and this world needed her more then she needed it.

WOOOHOOOOO

Tue, 28 Sep 2004 13:47:53 GMT

NEW BABY BOY IN THE WORLD AS OF YESTERDAY

ANDREW IF YOUR READING THIS CONGRATS LITTLE BROTHER!!!!!!!!!!

I am happy to announce the Birth of my new Newphew Gavin Duncan Leslie.

Not the face!

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 20:32:32 GMT

Well Sheldon’s party was great. He was really thrilled said it was the first time in 30 years he’s
had a real party.

We played couch valley ball I believe the ball was magnetically attracted to my face.

My back was out Friday and Saturday and I hurt lots.

Gerald was kind enough to come down Friday and I managed to struggle though Saturday. I
don’t actually know what’s wrong with me. It’s not like the normal back pains. Mom thinks I
might have arthritis. I hope not.

I’m going to a doctors as soon as I can.

Found some awesome sites with free paper toys.

Here are the URLS

http://www.thetoymaker.com/2Toys.html

http://home.bresnan.net/~ravensblight/papertoys.html

Maybe I should make some free paper toys for my CD rom for my comic.

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